irony and perfection

realised that i'm blogging more than usual despite working full shifts everyday. perhaps its the stress that makes me wanna blog more. =P such irony.

today is relatively better compared to yesterday. constant flow of customers but everyone is relaxed and happy. good. heehee. so i'm rather joyful now! lol

just went to esplanade's makan sutra to eat sting ray, carrot cake, hokkien mee, fried you tiao etc with two other colleges after work. its sad to see people come and go, especially those that were with us for one month or two... =( being the first batch is no good. i feel like i'm living in a drama serial and the scenario changes every one or two weeks because of newcomers or old ones leaving. there's only like three of us first batch-ers staying and i feel so old now though i've only been in the restaurant for about three months...

plus there are so many things happening, so many secrets, so many complications, so many mysteries that are unsolved, unsettled and some unknown. hahaa

anyway!

some lyrics to brighten up the day...


today is the day to love simple plan!!!


simple plan - perfect

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

** nothing against my dad really. but the song is catchy. haha. was listening to it during my lunch break today. two thumbs up!!! =)



simple plan - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?


** i still remember the first time i knew about this song. it was when siew and I were at the sch lib studying for prelims and it was nearly time to go home when she suddenly took my econs notes and wrote the whole lyrics on a blank page. wahahaha. then she le me listen to the mp3 and i got addicted to it. =P thanxs girl! =)

ops i have less than 6 hours to sleep before i need to work tomorrow. crap. better sleep now hahaa

cheerios~