now i know how it feels like being a person who is labelled as 'spoilt market' and knowing that somewhere out there someone actually dislikes me.
or us, the group.
i feel hurt you know.
especially after few days of not sleeping well because i'm rushing to do this do that.
maybe the person don't mean any harm, and i do admit we did too much for our first few presentations, but we really did it in the name of fun and enjoyment. i really wanted to try out the pizza, we took the time to head down and experienced interviewing owners and stuff. perhaps we took people by surprise the first few times, but we had our fair shares of bad presentations too.
and it really doesn't feel good being infront of a firing squad.
i guess i thought the incident was over, our ads weren't good, we got our share of criticisms and comments, i took it although i admit it was hard to swallow, but now i realised some perceptions never change.
i don't wish to be seen as someone who 'spoils market' for the rest of my school years, and i don't think my friends wish to be seen as that too.
we really didn't mean to harm the rest.
and i'm so upset that i just don't feel like sleeping now although i'm so tired.
escaping doesn't help i guess. oh well, time to forgive and forget. i have no energy left to wrestle it out with anyone.
anyway, i will never be able to pacify/satisfy everyone, so that's just the way the world is. different viewpoints, different opinions. no one is perfect lah. maybe things will change after awhile. we'll see. till then, since i don't know them well enough personally except knowing that they are my schoolmates, i will not judge them until i know them better. =)
yeah. that's a good solution.
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