I hate sleepless nights

Really thankful that i can finally have one day to wake up naturally (at 11.35am) today because tutorial starts at 2pm! hahaha. I've always been a dozer cos i can doze off anywhere in the world. haha. for example, on bus, train, in lectures, tutorials and even while standing! amazing right? heh! so i was quite irritated when i couldn't sleep much the past few nights even when i tossed and turned on my bed. =/ guess its due to the amount of things that i worry about... that's why i'm really relieved that the presentation is over, but there's still research ppr to do! haha.

so i'm in quite a joyful mood today! haha. of course its partially due to the fact i only have an hour worth of tutorial today. =)

went for tuition after class. i realised it took me nearly two hours to travel from jurong point to orchard and to my tutee's house which is rather deep in the area full of condos. =x no wonder i'm always late for tuition haha. anyway i gave some last minute pointers to my little tutee on his math test tomorrow. i hope he remembers how to find the area and perimeter of a rectangle. =) smart guy, should be able to ace it! oh and i got my first paycheck too! teeheehee

met siew after tuition at the famous prata shop near her house to well, eat and celebrate me getting my first paycheck! hahahaa. i think i ordered quite alot of stuff much to her surprise cos i was rather starving. =x but too bad we were so full in the end we didn't get to finish the yummy stingray. haha. its relatively cheap too! we ordered drinks, prata, soup, veges and a freaking HUGE stingray and all for $12.50 per person! heh. cool right?

oh i forgot to mention in my last post about a certain "someone" remembering huiwen's birthday after like, seven years worth of knowing us since sec 1? hahaha! she's lucky la.. first love is always the most cherished, aye? *winks at huiwen*




sometimes i wonder why you forgot... but soon enough i stopped asking why because i know i'll never get an answer from you...



look out for Evanescence newly-released album!!! damn gothic and beautiful!!! love it so much!! =D if i ever get to release an album i want it to look exactly like that, black butterflies and all. hahaha!

Now for an everlasting song! =) This song will make you think of times when you tried so hard to believe in hope and hoping you have the strength to carry on with life. be strong, people!! =)


Jonatha Brooke - I'll Try
(From peter pan's movie sound track... very touching!! love the last part, "i'll try... to fly")

I am not a child now.
I can take care of myself.
I mustn't let them down now.
I mustn't let them see me cry.
I'm fine, I'm fine.

I'm too tired to listen.
I'm too old to believe.
All these childish stories.
There is no such thing as faith & trust & pixie dust.

I try but its so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see what you see.
I try, I try, I try.

My whole world is changing.
I don't know where to turn.
I can't leave you waiting.
But I can't stay and watch the city burn.
Ohh watch'it burn.

Cause I try but it's so hard to believe.
I try but I can't see what you see.
I try, I try.

I try and try to understand the distance and between.
The love I feel the things I fear and every single dream.

I can finally see it.
Now I have to believe all those precious stories.
All the world is made of faith and trust and pixie dust.

So I'll try cause I finally believe.
I'll try cause I can see what you see.
I'll try, I'll try
I will try, I'll try to fly.