Learning the hard way

An unexpected phone call landed me in a nervous state during work, and the meaning of on-the-job-learning hits hard, like a pile of bricks. It sent me into a state of unrest and there were instances whereby I felt stupider by the minute with the judging looks I got. I was initially glad that my nature of work is mainly independent, allowing me to interact with colleagues freely. But what I forgot is how people will still form impressions of you. Although the incident passed, I do hope it was treated as my best attempt to solve the problem. I'm glad I was taught the right way subsequently, but as much as I wish I wouldn't be, I will definitely be more sensitive, more paranoid when conversing, knowing that I once tripped and fell. If only mistakes were forgiven.