Like a love story

Everyday I'm waiting for your call, for your e-mail, always hoping that you'll contact me soon. It's like a teenage crush, I'm always so eager to reply you whenever you talk to me. I will catch on to every single word you say, and be on my best behavior when communicating to you. I double check my e-mails before sending, always adding a 'hope to hear from you soon'.

And the waiting, oh the excruciating wait. Days feel like years, and weeks like decades and you often pop into my mind unconsciously, staking your permanent presence even though the memory of our last contact was some time ago.

This love game is heart-wrenching, with so many ups and downs, so many surprises and disappointments. And to think I've been at it with you for nearly two months, with various other supporting characters and even one whom I have to reject.

Please give me an answer soon, because I don't want to guess anymore, and this transition is harder than I think.

You are so near yet so far.