thanks for everyone's concern! :) didn't manage to update these few days because of exams and all, but just to say i'm alright yeah :) slightly tired, but gonna try to get more sleep soon! though things that are bugging me now made me quite awake.
i guess i'll need some time to accept everything, to reorganise my life and not to linger at the crossroads. glad that bestie is here for me the past two days, chatting with me while her nose is buried in her notes. heh. i'm so sorry for the outburst yesterday, perhaps everything was buried in me since goodness knows when, i can't seem to find a way to release all my emotions. i think i released half of them yesterday, and perhaps a quarter today, but piled on another quarter today. complicated math equation. haha!
there are some things i wish i know, some things i wish i could change, some things that made me want to disappear to a faraway place (mauritius if possible) and come back to a brand new me in two years.
learning it the hard way, but yes, i'm learning. but every atom in me wishes otherwise.
**sorry for the emo post. needed to get something out, and even though censorship exists in this post (all the unexplained sentences).
on a side note, i got my internship placement in cnbc asia pacific! :) at least one thing is settled. scared as to what will i be facing in there, but i'll learn, as usual! haha
it will be over soon
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