screaming, but its not heard

I need to rant, so please bear with me

now i strongly believe that what can go wrong will definitely go wrong.

my microsoft word programme on mac suddenly crashed on me this morning and refused to startup no matter what i do. and i have a proposal report to hand it at 12 noon! arghhhhh. despite trying to revive it, it still remain dead. sigh. i hope my powerpoint programme won't do it to me, cos i have 3 presentations to go through next week. please please please, at least last till the end of next week can?

I can't live without you =(

well, my emotions have been in a wreck recently. but yesterday night i'm glad that i went on a short shopping spree with miss mieh aka siew. it's those little things that made me really laugh (yi zi de dian, silly hamsters) helped me ease some of those heavy emotions on my shoulders. Things that i can't type on my blog even though its supposed to be my diary, the recording of my life's events, are trapped inside me, so the only way i can release it is through talking to friends, or realising that sometimes, it's just the way it is, no matter how much it hurts me. I really want to do it, but i'm afraid of the consequeces, so I'll remain silent.

Oh, i finally got my red-and-black checkered bag from topshop! it cost me a bomb, but i really love it to bits =) shopping for self-gratification yeah! so i get emotional benefits too. heh.

oh no, time for another meeting now. wish me luck.