what if

what if i have gotten the gss exchange?

what if i really get to spend my 21st overseas on exchange?

what if i had gotten a better GPA and wrote a better essay to get the exchange?

what if...

i guess it's predestined that i have to join back cac as a gl =( not that i mind really, but i really really really really really really want to go overseas for exchange. my entire world just sank when i realised i didn't get into the first round of placement.

bah.

which leads to me asking frantically around for someone to go on a tour with me. japan, taiwan, korea, whatever.

=( but i wanna go on exchange.

today's effie festival went great, i would say. =) felt as if i had attended a few lectures at a go, but they were very inspiring. i wonder with the JI guy incident, will lee kuan yew still come for tomorrow's talk? haha. but someone told me it's gonna be a live video conference actually. chey.

hmm will i put my life in danger if i go for tomorrow's event?

you know, it's just one of those times when you think you are lucky enough to be surviving in this world. and i still wanna live for another 70 years, at least. lol!

i think i'm not making any sense. oh wells!