sometimes i wonder why can't i just mind my own business and not go around planning all sorts of outings and stuff. i'm just so irritated with myself suddenly. i haven't gotten sok's present and we are all meeting tomorrow. i should have gone out and find something today but i didn't. or i should have sourced for more ideas yesterday in orchard. so many 'i should have's but none exists in reality.
yes, i feel like crap.
3 different outings coming up and none felt confirmed. maybe it's gonna be a horrible weekend. maybe i shouldn't have done anything at all.
i don't know. maybe i need some affirmation.
or maybe i need a holiday.
or maybe i just need some random people to talk to. someone totally out of the blue and will listen to me. a stranger perhaps. -shrugs-
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