screwed

i wonder what's wrong with the last post. anything i type comes out blank. haha. oh well. (post note: i think there is something wrong with my internet explorer)

feeling a bit down recently. facing obstacles after obstacles. i can't keep up with people's expectations, i hate chasing after people for things. i feel guilty after asking people for favours but then i really REALLY need their help. (joycey, you don't know how glad i felt after receiving your answers to my questions for the article. thanks so much for the prompt reply =))

i hate last minute changes especially. sigh

i know, life's not always a bed of roses yadah yadah. there are ups and downs. gosh, i'm getting good at comforting myself =) yes, it'll all be overcome soon, but right now even knowing that doesn't make me feel better.

maybe i'm too anxious at times, wanting to complete certain tasks asap but i can never learn that some things just need time to iron certain stuff out and at times i really need to be patient and wait.

so yep. i'll just wait for everything to tide over and may all end well in the end.

:)

p.s: mr ang, thanks for your early x'mas prezzie! it's really useful! haha =)




罗志祥 - 灰色空间

原来不是白就是黑

只不过是天真的以为

要醉得清醒要无辜的犯罪

现实的世界只有灰

坚强得太久好疲惫

想抱爱的人沉沉的睡

卷来的风暴凶猛里有种美

死了心痛就没感觉

灰色空间我是谁

记不得幸福是什么滋味

无路可退你是谁

怎么为我流泪

梦见发着光的草原

一身伤回到很久以前

我选择不恨带着平静走远

醒来后夜还是长夜

紧抱着我流泪