jolly x'mas is coming!

exams are not over, but i can smell the scent of x'mas already! =D blame it on all the pretty pictures in the newspapers recently. oh i have this crazy obession with reading newspapers these days. (not that it's not good per se, but i don't usually read newspapers from cover to cover. and i'm even flipping the classifieds, can you imagine??) i think it's because my brain refuses to touch school-related books so it diverts its attention to the papers instead. lol! i've been daydreaming while studying too, thinking of all sorts of stuff that i'll do during the holidays but somehow in the end i'll always end up doing nothing except well, going out and blogging. ha!

life's filled with cheer now, coz i'm looking forward to the end of accounting exam, so i can happily practice for my japanese language exam all day long!! heh. =)

just promised sok yih that i'll organise a sb2 outing in december. haha! hmm i'm thinking of some themes for a gathering. perhaps i can book some place or sth. =) i'll brainstorm and inform all of you again yeah? i should really go into party planning services. i've been thinking about interesting party invites these few days too. haha


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i'm wishing for a white christmas


credits to silverpoot*

the above picture is absolutely worth squealing at =D it's gonna be one of my fave pictures! don't you just LOVE the cute little white thing?? =D i'm itching to pinch it!



sketch of wanwei and i =) got it from one of facebook's application

i was studying with grace yesterday in lot1's macs and suddenly this song was played:

Reflection - Christina Aguilera

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday, it's as if I play a part

Now I see, if I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Chorus:
Who is that girl I see,
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart,
And what I believe in
But somehow, I will show the world,
What's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am

Chorus:
Who is that girl I see,
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I dont know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly,
That burns with the need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal,
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?


the lyrics are really meaningful, seems like everyone at some point in time will lose touch with their "real" self and when you see your reflection in the mirror, you wonder who the hell you really are. haha =) think about all the things you care for, people you love, goals completed or unaccomplished and be grateful for all that you have in life right now, because it is often when we take things for granted we tend to "lose" ourselves. =) i guess it's good to reflect every now and then.

alrighty, enough of inspirational speeches heh. hang in there everyone!!! exams will be over soon, but mine's gonna drag for some time sigh. ruyan's bday is coming soon! =D=D=D