Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I'm speechless. And totally bewildered.

Really.

And the worst thing is, I can't even have the freedom of speech on my own blog.

Goodness gracious me.

I think I'm quite an emotional person, which is why I decided to keep calm and write this entry in the most diplomatic way as possible. I guess after working for nearly two months, I've learnt some skills.

Yes, I may seem childish, I may be young, but please do not treat me as an ignorant person, or even someone you think will not understand certain things. I hate the "I-know-but-you-don't-know-and-will-never-understand" look. I know you are straight forward, I admire that. But times have changed. You need to give people a chance, you need to allow them to prove themselves to you.

I have tried my best to be responsible, to do my best, to learn and to understand. But please. I need some respect, something humans most certainly can give.

I'm a human too.

And I most certainly can look after myself, thank you very much.

There are some things I've experienced that made me realise that life does give us some choices but fate deals unexpected things to us too. However, we are the ones who decide how we should live our life.

Sticks and stones may harm the bone, but words are the ones which stays on as memories.

I find it so hard to smile, so easy to cry. Maybe I will, for once or twice. But after that I will smile. So brilliantly and sincerely that you will wish that you had that kind of smile too.

Attack me if you wish, because this jing jing will always stand back up and face the world bravely.

Try me.

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