musings (at night)

like what shu hui said, google is indeed scary. LOL. i found some blogs of other groups like the prawns, lala and foc com people. i'm really sorry to read that some of the com people were really pissed off with us but oh well, whats past is past. we couldn't have not done it but we could have be more rational though. whatever. to each his own =)

anyway that brings me to the topic of being oneself. i think its just the night time thingy that always makes me reflect on my life, what i have done and what i'm going to do. and maybe the drowsy medicine does take part too. haha. i remembered reading some quote somewhere that says "to be truly happy and contented, you just have to be yourself. it is when you are yourself that people will see the best in you."

truthfully, its rather easy to sidetrack. you would try to be someone who is perfect or someone whom you think is the living example of perfection. but more often than not, you tend to find out that it is hard trying to be the perfect person, both physically and emotionally. you are who you are, you have talents that someone can never have, you are weak at things that seem easy for others to do, everyone's unique. =)

still! its good to try new things so that you'll know what you are good at and what you are not. =)


yep. what kind of person am i?

well. its for me to know and you to find out =) hee hee hee






i try and try but i realise i'm still deceiving myself about you