absurd foolishness

now i really really REALLY want to go back to books and mug like hell. at least i won't be as stressed out as now. i miss organic chem, i miss international trade, i miss complex numbers and i even miss dynamics!! man, i think i have more grey hair now than during 'a's and more sleepless nights too. =(

today i finally get to see what does 'underhand methods' really mean. someone told me today to try my best to decrease the sales by not attending to customers at the door and not promoting our food to the customers. this is singaporean's way of fighting. i'm so disappointed in them. i mean, the japanese are rigid and strict but they are not EVIL and STUPID. i'm so so so disappointed in the singaporean management that i said calmly, "i will do what i think is right, which is do my best in my job and i WILL NEVER resort to such lousy and retarded ways just because you the managers asked me to do that. if you think i'm wrong, feel free to fire me because i rather leave than betray my conscience."

sickening.

if i'm staying in the restaurant, its because i want to help out and i'm washing my hands off all these matters because its really giving me headaches, stomach aches and a hell lot of grey hair. =/ so damn pissed off when i realised how childish people can be. for goodness sake they are 30plus years old! stop acting like a three-year-old kid playing hide-and-seek. they come to the shop when they are happy and don't come when they are not. GRRRR can't they grow up????

okay enough of ranting.

too much for a day.

sigh

hmm i was thinking will i be bored in uni next time without such interesting happenings to amuse me? lol

such a nice way to backstab don't you think?

humans are so foolish

what goes around comes around.

like what my dad said, i learnt a good experience that will last me for a lifetime. maybe two lifetimes. hahaha.

i hate to think that next time when i have a permanent job, things will be much worse than this.

oh man.

no office politics for me. i had enough. maybe i should be a primary school teacher or something. at least i face giggling kids everyday and not sour-faced colleges.

is the root of human really evil?

whatever.

i'm going to sleep.

looking forward to the outing on monday! something to get the cold war out of my mind. BLEH