makes me think of the A level compre which said something along the lines of, "if there were no wars, there will be no progress." which is totally true. If there is peace everywhere, humans will not be forced to change for the better and there will be no motivation for improvement and it is only through wars and fighting that we learn to accept mistakes, forgive others and create a better society.
therefore, its only through sadness and pain that one will realize and learn how to treasure happiness.
back to topic, i did my best and enjoyed the most of my day off by cooking lunch at home and watching vcds!!!! hahahaha. there was this huge downpour in the afternoon which made the weather really cooling and i think i slept most of the afternoon away. heeheehee.
didn't manage to find people to watch ice age 2 sneaks with me but never mind! was really lazy to go out anyway hahaha.
sighhh off to work full shift tomorrow again. SAD. =( then after that its the dreaded weekend crowds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH
torture.
=(
can't believe i cried two times within this one month at work when i didn't even cry more than once in the whole of my two years in JC. feels so stupid but then sometimes you really just don't care. its really depressing to cry and to see my girl friends at work cry on other occasions too. studying is SO much better than facing angry customers, kiasu singaporeans and all the stupid complain QUEENS.
sometimes i think some people needs a slap on the face by being unreasonable and making a big fuss just because they think they are right. man i always thought my patience is rather good but now i think its not enough. i mean, most of the customers are okay but some people are really idiots. thinking back really makes me dread facing all the huge crowds of people again.
think i'm quitting soon. siew we have to find another travel destination that doesn't cost that much. wahahahaa
but then,
am i not determined enough? do i give up that easily? i really don't know... maybe i should just endure it all. maybe i should do that to prove that i can do it and i can face it. i mean, its not as if its a matter of life and death right? maybe things will be better...?
sigh
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