Monday, November 21, 2005

thoughts

talking to andrea, a sec sch friend of mine online now.. she was telling me about her quarrel with her boyfriend and the primary reason is that he is too into gaming and neglects her. sigh. from what she says seems like he's really going overboard. like asking her out to dinner but ended up in lan shop playing the whole evening and she have to pack food for him even.

trying to calm her down now.. wanted to blog cos i find that maybe i've played too much these few days. okay maple is rather harmless -_-"' but still... have not been sleeping well also.. i guess i have to allocate time to play and also remind myself to do other stuff, like watching tv with my granny! =)

actually i can feel what is addiction to gaming. for me its like an escape from reality, a reality that i don't feel like living in. in maple i can gain experience points and advance to higher levels etc so i feel a sense of satisfaction. hahaa. though i'm usually training alone but yah, brainless activity. just whack and whack and whack.

now i feel like taking andrea's guy and whack him on the head too. oh well. hahaha

is it always true that once someone is in a relationship the person can never be your friend again?

many people deny but its just the way things are i guess. human nature..

if its so.. then i would rather keep all the friendship and forgo the love so that i would have a true friend for life. aiii. far too late for any regrets.

then again. what is life without ups and downs. =D

hope andrea is fine now. promised her to devote one day to accompany her to esplanade and sit on the roof or something. so fun! =) its been a long time since i can really enjoy silence and nice scenery...

gym session with victoria again tml! and i can't slack anymore! =(

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