Today is a roller coaster day. okay, today and yesterday. saturday. band day. Was feeling quite lonely waiting for huiwen outside LT4 for her bio spa to end and dare not go near the storeroom area, which all the band ppl are. just felt abit out of place at that moment. anyway i did pop into the store to get my scores and was greeted by ppl's "hello jiiiinnnngggg jjjiiinngggg"
funny how people loves to puuulllll and draagggg my name. dun mind actually. find it quite amusing. =P
went to acsi with huiwen soon after to seek the help of the bass instructor there to organise our scores cos
1) some people complained our bowing coordination is terrible. (hey we are friends for nearly 6 yrs ok)
2) its free. courtesy of Dr lee, who is acsi's conductor and our band's conductor.
3) most importantly competition is in a month's time, which is quite short a time.
anyway becoz of the delay in bio spa exam, we managed to get out of school at ard 10.15, and walked in the rain to acsi and reached there at 10.30. BUT then got scolded by dr lee for coming in late (we waited till 10.25!!!!) and was told that both of them were gone already. nice day isn't it? Oh, like i have a right to barge in to the LT4 and demand them to stop the exam at 9.30am sharp.
was extremely pissed cos we got scolded for nuts and left school early for lunch with the tuba and eupho section ppl. i need to buy jon's present and huiwen demanded to eat "orh ni" so we took a train to west mall and makan there too. went back to band prac just in time (1.30) and disater struck.
there's just simply too many people in band. eventually, huiwen and i got squeezed at the side wthout any chairs to sit on for 5 freaking hours. not that we didn't want to get any chairs. it'll be totally impossible to throw an extra chair from one side of the stage to another. as in LT4. started to feel tired when dr lee announced that he's going to read out the list of people in for syf and those who are "tentative and need to go for auditions" and those who are "definitely not in".
guess who decides? our section leaders. not that i'm saying anything, but i think the "definitely not in" list should not be there. i mean, why not let everyone audition and then u can see who's better and who's not. its totally UNFAIR to let ur section leader decide who is out of competition. what if he/she is bias?
by the way dr lee personally said huiwen and i are tentative, which i absolutely don't mind. in fact, i feel like opting out just because i'm so sick and tired of everything. of what the harsh world is like. of seeing those people who are actually hard-working in band but are chosen out by their section leaders (example: victoria, who almost cried. yingshi, the tuba player, cried silently when he announced. eulindra, whom i think is a sweet and quiet girl who plays relatively good but maybe because of her quiet nature got chosen out too. saw her crying too.)
THIS IS SO UNFAIR.
WHY CAN'T YOU LET THEM AUDITION????????
i'll gladly give my "tentative" place for them to audition. but i have the strong feeling that no one will listen to me. since syf is so important to those people, why cant they go in? yah, i know, the 80 people limit. but can u just let them audition???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's the down part of the day. do you know it hurts alot to see all those people cry?
was rather angry when i'm going to jon's party and didn't know which bus to take so i just took a taxi. but i'm happier when i got there because i need not think about such stuff again.
will upload all the pics in jon's party when i got it!! then i'll explain in detail what happened. hahaa. in the meantime yanling's blog has every single gross/ungross info in it! check it out! =)
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sidenote: got a call just now from tako pachi and it was huishan, asking me why didn't i report for work. because I DIDN'T know i'm supposed to go!!!!!!!!! huiwen told me she checked the schedule and none of our names are in it. so??? feeling guilty and angry and irritated (because i have to finish my econs essay today and tons of homework too) and everything jumbled up.
gosh. what am i going to do when i grow older? there'll be more things for me to stressed about. anyway da xiong (boss) told me he'll settle it and remind me to check carefully next time. yah...
i hate life.
PS: i ddin't mean to make the words huge. its a prob with the browser and blogger. go sue them.
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